yes sperm donor is my ex, and the father of my child. lol
I haven't even had a chance to get the knee brace. I hope today I do.
SOO.. Yesterday was.. Very. interesting?
With the ovary/Fallopian tube removal I was sent to the cancer center. My best friend came for moral support and, honestly, I don't ask enough questions when I don't understand. Sometimes I just sit there with a blank stare and say, Okay. (Right, not good). Thank god she came.
Get there, we go through my medical history, and then I finally get the news. The cyst they removed was a tumor. The cancer center doctor was happy that he removed my ovary but, since I still have cells, I have to watch that the other ovary doesn't grow a tumor. *eye roll*. I have a 1 in four or five chance of another one appearing. If another one comes back, he will personally operate and remove my other ovary. He doesn't want to have to do that since, it'll drive me into early menopause so, he's glad the doctor left me with 1 ovary.
None of it is hormone related. Which, was really my main concern. (you know, my hobby is important to me). He didn't really want to say, yeah go ahead, run gear but said, nothing is hormone related.
No real answer to why I am getting my period every two weeks. if in four weeks it doesn't smarten up, I have to see my OBGYN. I do see him in about two or three weeks, I can't remember, I'll tell him then. I don't want to go on birth control.
I think that's about it. Other than my hunger being out of this world. past two days have been super high in calories. today, i will keep everything under control, i added more calories and didn't do cardio for two days. i am at roughly 1800 calories for this week. i'll see how that goes now. current weight 147lbs. i'll be happy to stick around there for a bit. not trying to gain, not lose, just maintain and have my strength come back.
anyways, i gotta check out. my son is driving me crazy at the moment and i can't focus on this.
sleep is still a issue.