What do you mean by AR activity/density at lower serum levels? I'm not saying that I don't have symptom relief, b/c I have energy, strength, a solid build, but my libido has been terribly unreliable, and my ability to get and maintain an erection has been frustrating to say the least. Now, one thing I've noticed is that I don't seem to get as pronounced high E2 symptoms as I did earlier on. They are more subtle, but no less problematic. I'm giving a shot to once a week, and using adex instead of asin. I've actually had some positive signs so far, and hopeful that this will pan out better than those in the past. I also believe that aromasin is too powerful to be used at lower doses reliably, which is also why I'm giving this protocol and ai combo a shot. If it works 7/10 then I will be satisfied.The most important symptom for a primary diagnosis is being symptomatic, which would be resolved using TRT. If you've played around with doses for 8 years without finding a good protocol, then you likely aren't primary. There's more to androgen signalling than serum concentration. It's possible you have more AR activity/density and are supposed to have lower serum levels, and this possibility becomes much more likely when 8 years of trial and error doesn't give symptom relief.
For the record, I was on 52e3.5d for about 8 months and it worked very well, until it didn't, and 50e3, but I had more sides and far less reliable erections. I would go low from all of an 1/8 of asin on that protocol.
The past few months have been miserable, and a huge contributor to the demise of a relationship. When you're unable to perform most times you see one another you stop wanting to try. It's very difficult to maintain attraction and intimacy when you lack sexual drive.