I’ll try to make this relatively short but I struggled with depression for a very long time and I’ve come to realize a big part of it was always feeling lonely, I’d moved out of the house at a very young age and it was very hard on me, dealt with a lot of bullying when I was young and that carried into my teens and I was always too insecure and dumb to really help myself or figure out how I could get myself out of the situation of being a target. I didnt have many close friends, I always had a lot of friends but they were all very far away and I lost contact with them. I always felt very alone and just empty in a way, constantly feeling sadness in my heart, lame but tis how I felt. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI stopped feeling sorry for myself and blaming everyone for my problems, took accountability and found new motivation and drive to change my life around, it was really eye opening, been a psychonaut ever since. Even though I smartened up I still had the dreadful loneliness as I lived alone very far from all my family and friends, what changed everything? I got a dog. Seriously, I decided I didnt want to physically be alone anymore and maybe that would make me feel less lonely and it sounds so obvious but thats exactly what happened. I’m never alone anymore, I’m with my best buddy everyday, he loves me and I love him. That dreadful loneliness has pretty much gone away completely. Now I don’t necessarily suggest these things for people but I’m just relaying my personal experience and things that ACTUALLY helped me, the anti-depressants didnt do shit. XXXXXXXXX and I got a dog. Changed my life.
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