Monk on Tren
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I've experimented a lot with hormones. Trying to find what feels best, while still feeling human and being healthy.
I’ve tried:
Deca based - 120mg deca with 49 test p
I felt great in a sense. Very contained. Very calm, collected. It has an aura to it.
A weighty sense of authority internally. But also no pull to prove or assert anything.
Muscle fullness and joints were amazing. Very strong physically and mentally.
Mentally strong in a framing sense though. Not as stable as I would've liked. Easily thrown towards feeling too soft.
I also got very distant from my gf. I couldnt clearly feel love or give a fuck about sex or closeness in general.
Eventually it became too much to continue once gyno hit despite riding the line right over low e2.
In my research afterwards, I found that deca alters ER architecture in terrible ways. Negating its protective and stabilizing effects in the brain.
I'd never recommend deca moving forward.
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Test + AI
I've also tried the standard test with an ai. Ranging from 150 to 350mg. Daily adex, daily asin, daily pinning, different esters.. nothing ever felt right.
Things felt less meaningful. Drive was empty. Sex was mechanical. I felt weak minded. Uncontained. My joints and connective tissues were weak despite 30 e2 on paper.
My research on this front found that AIs can alter tissue level aromatization in ways that can cause 10x differences in e2 at certain tissues. Individually specific, but clearly not the way to go for me.
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Ive tried test + masteron. I never had time dialing this before my hair started getting shredded. But it was the best feeling of these 3 options. Good assertion, better containment, great sex drive and motivation.
Still not great joints though. Kinda flat muscles all the time. No bloat which was cool. The anabolism surprisingly kept up with the last options.
This is one id explore further if I didnt care about my hair.
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11mg test p + 4mg tren e daily
This leads me to my current setup. E2 titrated up to an ER-b signaling ceiling. For me, 77mg test p weekly. Tack on 28mg tren e.
It's the most anabolic of all the options. I stay the leanest. Im strong and driven. My sex drive and sensitivity is amazing.
Everything feels full of meaning. The intensity is there, but easy to control and use to my benefit. It has the most energy of the options I've tried.
No sides except maybe a subtle tone shift in how I experience emotions. It's slightly harder to access emotional nuance. Maybe a little bit excessively assertive at times.
Its the most stable of all the options ive tried.
Most energetic. The happiest ive felt out of anything ive tried. Not quite as hungry as other setups, which helps me stay leaner.
And no, my organs arent all melting, lol.
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EDIT:
I've supplemented varying doses of pregnenolone and DHEA on every experiment above. 25mg of each is what feels best on my current protocol. The difference is night and day vs without them.
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What setups have you guys tried? Land on anything out of the norm for your favorite hrt or cruise?
I’ve tried:
Deca based - 120mg deca with 49 test p
I felt great in a sense. Very contained. Very calm, collected. It has an aura to it.
A weighty sense of authority internally. But also no pull to prove or assert anything.
Muscle fullness and joints were amazing. Very strong physically and mentally.
Mentally strong in a framing sense though. Not as stable as I would've liked. Easily thrown towards feeling too soft.
I also got very distant from my gf. I couldnt clearly feel love or give a fuck about sex or closeness in general.
Eventually it became too much to continue once gyno hit despite riding the line right over low e2.
In my research afterwards, I found that deca alters ER architecture in terrible ways. Negating its protective and stabilizing effects in the brain.
I'd never recommend deca moving forward.
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Test + AI
I've also tried the standard test with an ai. Ranging from 150 to 350mg. Daily adex, daily asin, daily pinning, different esters.. nothing ever felt right.
Things felt less meaningful. Drive was empty. Sex was mechanical. I felt weak minded. Uncontained. My joints and connective tissues were weak despite 30 e2 on paper.
My research on this front found that AIs can alter tissue level aromatization in ways that can cause 10x differences in e2 at certain tissues. Individually specific, but clearly not the way to go for me.
---------------------------
Ive tried test + masteron. I never had time dialing this before my hair started getting shredded. But it was the best feeling of these 3 options. Good assertion, better containment, great sex drive and motivation.
Still not great joints though. Kinda flat muscles all the time. No bloat which was cool. The anabolism surprisingly kept up with the last options.
This is one id explore further if I didnt care about my hair.
----------------------------
11mg test p + 4mg tren e daily
This leads me to my current setup. E2 titrated up to an ER-b signaling ceiling. For me, 77mg test p weekly. Tack on 28mg tren e.
It's the most anabolic of all the options. I stay the leanest. Im strong and driven. My sex drive and sensitivity is amazing.
Everything feels full of meaning. The intensity is there, but easy to control and use to my benefit. It has the most energy of the options I've tried.
No sides except maybe a subtle tone shift in how I experience emotions. It's slightly harder to access emotional nuance. Maybe a little bit excessively assertive at times.
Its the most stable of all the options ive tried.
Most energetic. The happiest ive felt out of anything ive tried. Not quite as hungry as other setups, which helps me stay leaner.
And no, my organs arent all melting, lol.
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EDIT:
I've supplemented varying doses of pregnenolone and DHEA on every experiment above. 25mg of each is what feels best on my current protocol. The difference is night and day vs without them.
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What setups have you guys tried? Land on anything out of the norm for your favorite hrt or cruise?
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