I'd like to give the benefit of the doubt but one more vote for consideration of looking at your overall health, including eating disorders, situation as mentioned by the fellas above. That is the reason i asked about 50kg. |
Your BMI would be 16.3. Now muscular men may and probably should think that BMI is stupid but that number is below the 1st percentile meaning it is extremely rare, is see a stat that says that less than 0.1% of men in the US fall under 17.5 BMI - extremely underweight, Dangerously. Even for a female of that stature.
IMO you'd likely be healthier weighing at least 60kg(133lbs) even with the same amount of lean mass, IOW fatter.
Please get checked out if you haven't already and if you have holy shit please know that Testosterone supplementation is not a one stop solution, there is surely a lot more going on here as already suggested above.
Just started reading this and believe you are around 5 foot 9 and are looking to be 110 lbs before putting on weight. Unless you are sick, have a genetic disorder, mental disorder (not making fun of anyone who does as there are many eating disorders) - how can someone 5'9 be 120 lbs if you are a male unless you starve yourself/fast. Men have more muscle as a rule than women, my tiny nephew is 5'4 and weighs 135 of pure muscle.
Based on 5'8 and 120 lbs, I can't imagine what your BF level would be, but it would not be healthy per
@gondar1.
I don't make fun of people, no disrespect - cutting before bulking makes sense.
There are lots of reasons people have issues (medical issues) keeping size on and in particular fat - some would consider this a blessing but it isn't from a health perspective. The guys/gals on stage look amazing but they can't look like that year round or they would be underground given a uncertain amount of time. Ask any educated coach if you can keep that look for any amount of time. Same with power lifting, they peak and then go back to deloads as the body can't take the punishment. Bad analogy but hopefully you follow what I am saying.
If you answered already, apologies but what do you weigh now? I would be at the doctors getting a battery of tests done trying to figure out how I could ever achieve 110lbs (50 kg).
Something does not add up here and I am not calling you a troll, but this is a crazy goal - you plan to starve yourself until you are almost dead and then start training / eating? Don't follow any of this. I am with the guys above who say learn to eat/train natural, testosterone is just a small part of the equation
if you need TRT. You need to see a doctor. If you told a doctor you were planning to diet to 110 lbs, he/she would tell you no, you are going to get into a dangerously unhealthy weight.
Best of luck, but I won't comment on the sustanon as I can't agree with any part of this plan, albeit you are well written, polite, provide feedback, but it appears you have made your mind up.
take care!