The Documentary of Z.... Putting The Pieces Back Together

addy

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DAMN! Looking really swole, some endgame goals for me right here. What is your weight if I may ask? Sry if you mentionded it already couldnt find.
 

Zuespas

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BLAST OFF!

With gyms reopening and all it’s time to get off my ass and go into a blast. Time to get huge again.

cycle
Sustanon 750mg/w (1cc MWF)
Eq 630mg/w (0.7cc MWF)
Deca 270mg/w (0.3cc MWF)
NPP 300mg/w (1cc MWF)
Proviron 50mg/d (25mg am and pm)
Anadrol 100mg/d (50mg am and pm, 4 weeks on 4 weeks off)

Still at home training right now to start but I’ll likely be getting into the gym in a week or two.
 

Beothuk

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BLAST OFF!

With gyms reopening and all it’s time to get off my ass and go into a blast. Time to get huge again.

cycle
Sustanon 750mg/w (1cc MWF)
Eq 630mg/w (0.7cc MWF)
Deca 270mg/w (0.3cc MWF)
NPP 300mg/w (1cc MWF)
Proviron 50mg/d (25mg am and pm)
Anadrol 100mg/d (50mg am and pm, 4 weeks on 4 weeks off)

Still at home training right now to start but I’ll likely be getting into the gym in a week or two.
Nice bulking blast indeed!
How many weeks? Weight goal in mind?
 

Zuespas

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@Beothuk Well I’m 215 now so if I can be about 225 or so by the end that would be great. I’ll probably hammer this out for 16 weeks or so
 

Catalyst52

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This was a tough read. Glad you're back on track though. A little jealous of your covid set up man. I know your life is your own life, but I felt I could relate to a lot of what you had said here man. I read a poem once long ago that helped me. So I think ill post it here. Hope maybe it helps.

I walk down the street
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost... I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes me a long time to get out.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. It's a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

I walk down another street.

-Portia Nelson

The women and the gear made me think of this poem. Im so addicted to chaos. I tell myself all I want is peace, but my patterns and actions are not of one who desires peace. I always try to find it in something beyond myself By the end of the thread I felt WE were on that other street.

I hope this wont be taken in a way I had not intended brother.
 

Zuespas

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This was a tough read. Glad you're back on track though. A little jealous of your covid set up man. I know your life is your own life, but I felt I could relate to a lot of what you had said here man. I read a poem once long ago that helped me. So I think ill post it here. Hope maybe it helps.

I walk down the street
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost... I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes me a long time to get out.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. It's a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

I walk down another street.

-Portia Nelson

The women and the gear made me think of this poem. Im so addicted to chaos. I tell myself all I want is peace, but my patterns and actions are not of one who desires peace. I always try to find it in something beyond myself By the end of the thread I felt WE were on that other street.

I hope this wont be taken in a way I had not intended brother.
Man that speaks to me! I feel like I’m finally out of it to be honest. Well see though. Life has been quite normal and stable for a while. I’m very happy about the lack of chaos
 

Barrte

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Man that speaks to me! I feel like I’m finally out of it to be honest. Well see though. Life has been quite normal and stable for a while. I’m very happy about the lack of chaos

You got this Bro, your back in your happy place!!!!!
 
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