I’ve only really contemplated it at major times. on too much tren and when the nerve was compressed in my neck.
Like a lot of guys on here likely, I have zero friends other than my wife. I worked so much I made zero time. Truthfully now I’m scared of getting friends because they will want me to spend a reasonable amount of time with them, and I have become such a loner, plus I realky don’t want to put in the effort. I have numerous guys who really try yo be my friend though. But I kinda fluff it over.
That is why I like the board. I can chat, pm a few guys, but no one expects me to spend a bunch of time with them.
It can be lonely at times. I do have the ones I work with, but I’m their boss, I’ll never be their friend. Just how it goes.
About 5 years ago I figured I should not sweat stuff so much. I still perform, but I dont get angry about the simple things. Anger used to be a great motivator for me.
Overall though I do generally like myself, but we all have days we feel great, and others where we are just fed up.
Anyhow @ironwill s post got me thinking about this.
Like a lot of guys on here likely, I have zero friends other than my wife. I worked so much I made zero time. Truthfully now I’m scared of getting friends because they will want me to spend a reasonable amount of time with them, and I have become such a loner, plus I realky don’t want to put in the effort. I have numerous guys who really try yo be my friend though. But I kinda fluff it over.
That is why I like the board. I can chat, pm a few guys, but no one expects me to spend a bunch of time with them.
It can be lonely at times. I do have the ones I work with, but I’m their boss, I’ll never be their friend. Just how it goes.
About 5 years ago I figured I should not sweat stuff so much. I still perform, but I dont get angry about the simple things. Anger used to be a great motivator for me.
Overall though I do generally like myself, but we all have days we feel great, and others where we are just fed up.
Anyhow @ironwill s post got me thinking about this.
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