Abnormal PED usage

storman said:
This post is not directed at anyone. Its just me looking back and shaking my head at my own decisions.
Ive been using peds about 25 years.
Most of the time, my doses were high/normal as per the message board standards. But, i have spent a good amount of time in the higher brackets.
My body seemed to handle this . Aside from combating sexual sides, i FELT basically fine.
By my late 30's, i was over 240lbs with a decent bf (had abs) at 5 foot 7.
3 or 4 years ago, i had to come off the gas for health reasons. Nothing major but the signs were there that it was time to stop. This is a big mindfuck.
Now im sitting at 211lbs. I started using AAS at 190 at around the same bf. So im left with 20 lbs in 25 years of gear use and its probably going to continue to go down as i keep getting older.
There is health concerns that im having to deal with now, plus theres probably more shit coming around the corner. Who know.
If i could go back in time. I would be smarter and more conservative with my use because one day, its going to fall away anyways.
Dont get my wrong, im not sitting here in a fog of regret. It is what it is. But if i could go back, i would of done things differently
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That was a great post.
My addition to it...

I abused huge doses at times in my life. At the time that was the most important thing to me in the world. I knew it wasnt healthy but didn't care.

Problem is time goes by so very fast. I cannot believe I am the age I am. Many younger than me already have passed away. Now I am at a time in life where I see how short life is and how valuable time is.

Steroids are so fun and I do miss abusing them. I miss how I used to look. But at the end of the day I do not want to die young.

Your 20s to your 40s go very fast. I Cannot imagine how fast 50 to 60 goes. Its crazy.

Be careful, I dont think a small cycle once a year causes any serious harm but long term use and abuse will.

Thankfully I haven't had any issues yet, but it is always in the back of my mind and I hope I don't have to pay for my past
 
Tren4Evah said:
I really appreciate the message.

Ran superdrol at 100mg before. Why? I have no idea. But my bloodwork was fine albeit I had temporary elevated ast and alt but my other liver markers were fine. The superdrol was from a reputable source.
Not running it anywhere near that amount though anymore.

No I do not take hgh, I never have. I believe you are getting me confused with another member also on 2+ grams of gear. I’m not being racist in anyway when I say this but he is the black member who is in his 40’s to 50’s . He’s the one taking high hgh doses. 20Iu or something I believe. And no im not trying to call him out or something lol. I have no reason to.

Edit: his name is @powerpeptidesrep


Plan is to only run these high doses until I get back up to my previous lbm weight, where I will then cruise on my trt, 200mg per week for equal time off as I was on. I will then run short pushes where the mg dosage will be around 1 gram.

I’m not sure why my body handles these dosages. I have been up to 7g a week in the past. (I AM BOT PROUD OF IT) but I came out damage free.) so yes, be jealous of my organs.
Not sure if there’s any truth to these but 2-3 generations of men in my family were on steroids, maybe it made me more tolerant to steroidy?? I was conceived on a cycle as far as I am aware haha. Test winny im pretty sure lol.
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Bro has the same lore as me and the same resistance to retarded stacks. I love it. 3rd generation steroid abuser lmfao. I didn't realize we were a thing
 
It's all good until it isn't is the take away here. My bloods and such were fine, all my organs check out, and I never ran high amounts of gear, but I am guilty of running lower amounts for longer, tren included.

Then one day it was like a switch in my body flipped and now I get erythrocytosis from just normal TRT and my iron/ferratin get crushed so can't donate blood to offset the high hematocrit, but can't really take iron suppliments as it fuels the erythrocytosis. Its secondary as my hematocrit and iron normalize when I'm off, but then my test is crashed, so I'm currently working a solution to this.

Maybe it was the gear, maybe it was genetic, maybe this, maybe that, just saying all can be going well but to use the car analogy there are things going on under the hood that all the tests won't show and you won't know until you know.

Good luck and enjoy the tren, damn it's good 👍
 
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